People in this Era has many choices. And that many choice has to come from the motivation how you live or die, or breath on it, for example, the eternal game like the Loving the Silent Tear says.

Meaning you need a date, a love, an affection. To that many gays' guy, they cannot be a trans-gender, or they cannot be gay, for their family values. I know that long time ago. The school sometimes discuss about it.

Being a guy

Being a girl

You both need a livelihood to live on. To that restrain of the money, you cannot be on debts so that love games without food on the table, neither you yourself or the other person, including gambling away in the Casino, or Tea, Wine together and dump somewhere investment, and everyone disappear, pyramid schemes.

 

My situation Anna in, its not a local nature in case you didn't see the movie Contact (1997)

Some human has more of a survival instinct, I don't want to keep repeating where I think I end up.....but most nature human like me, don't go and seeking a love game, but finding my way back no matter how that goes. 

If on my way to picking up the money as I go along, I usually take the money, the diamond, the cash whatever, make sure I have every need to live on, breath on, paint on, marble wall on. That is my hobby, its the money. I don't want to hear about this you yeh or neh, or what. You want to do something, you make a plan, and actually as long as you don't stop breathing, you go ahead of that road with some profession people will always best for you. 

You want to end up your MD psychatry? Its in the comic ending results "Loving to Cry Little"