The library has many these free resources books, and they are selected. You want to research more, and self improve yourself, no matter what, that will built upon yourself, whether, the money, the jobs, or the future? It doesn't have to start with a guy, to saying you have a life?!

Like you open your mouth, you can talk right?

Let's say nick's ex gf was that lotto she spit bloods on her ex, one of those, she met a new guy having a yart, you dress up, he introduced you as the younger face, he is older, with the rest of the older human faces?

You talk, you like seeing them? You like the conversation, they have nothing but business? 

They are in an age, you eat, a lot, they eat? They have the operation, or the hospital those things? You take of that one guy, because.....? You actually like him, or you just meant it, its everyone understanding each other's roles anyway? 

Run to the hospital, prepare some soup, wait there, talking to the MD, or nurse, inquire things to make him comfortable, no matter what? You filling in the blank, not his primary family, or kids, they have no literacy anymore? 

The car maintainese?

Getting the gasoline yourself? 

Winter car changing oil, and 4 tiers rotation?

You take care of his car, and your own car? 

He has a house???!!!!  Clean, laundry, make things right, getting the distill water, you run one human jobs on EVERYTHING, and? No more your father showing it up, you run away with the old people, saying forever goodbye.

You mean it, or you really need your past back?