In general all these beginning amine, many my time, are warrior, like....you know what I mean? A shield of armory?

I have thoughts if Laura and that girl exist ....what if.  But....girls capacity, or working survival just not like the guys. Let's say if you ask me if I can be like Eben writing one ebook out?

My brain its a blank.

Bank like.....no word.

Blank.

What did he say?

What?

... ...

Because those things are a serious work. 

Everything I did was I done nothing but mocking people, you cannot make that a work to sell, really.....how short their IQ its.

But if you saying to design a course of Eben saying...I just don't get interest, I cannot sit in front of my computer to write them down, in a system formats. I just want to move around, jumping around.

If you ask if I have any interest, or hobby things to do....

... ... I don't really have a hobby. I want to breath air, look at the sun, blank out my mind, you know, keep walking, sit quiet, be happy! 

Do you know why I tell you about this?

Because Eben's money belongs to Eben.

Like that Pilot uncle, do you know my mother's friend husband was also a pilot, and....what does she tell him? She wants to write a novel, she likes a guy. Do you know what is that a whole sky its the life you have to safe in your hands, to saying how much they really get paid in a month?

I used to drive to that nick's routes, but he drove the whole bus, and whole street cart....and tiny pension its very limited, but the responsible so big.

You don't think that is really really unfair...we girls can be just happy happy happy, cooking unlimited, to keep ourselves fit, moving 4 limbs, and they guys they work? Sometimes trying to figure out the exit, but if a guy really need accompany, you don't need to figure it out an exit? Just make the whole house the way I like, and be happy for him, wish him well, support him, give him what he feeling to be happy....

You don't think what it is unfair, and what is really really wrong? 

The girls just need to repeat the exactly the textbook, by the lazy human mind to comprehend, and read it back in the most organized methods, because you truly understand that knowledge, the guys will write it down.

I wiggle my tail, and be so lazy, just open my mouth and talk....so idiot can this ever be looking to me, until I write it myself?

Like they transcript my stuffs. You don't know how some human so lazy....to some degree, what degree its that. Don't bother to write it ....

If the girls IQ and capacity of the Righteous rise up to 50% saturated....

This entire worlds might be so different atmosphere. More happy, more supportive.

Do you know that, if girls be with a girl, their hot pot tea boiled without turning it off, you freaking it out, calling your girlfriends? Do you feel more supported if you called the guys friend, when you do that in your house, and just complain for 30 mins or so?

Right now because the society most girls find the sneaky way be with the guys, so their life its secure, so what if one day that socialism, becomes, more healthy, you mean everyone equal, every girls just join the book clubs? You know what I saying that like 1000 time repeating the exactly the same things, eye glasses, cooking, 4 limbs move, fitness, be happy, be healthy, righterous, be responsive, increase your IQ, comprehend, organize.....

If that socialism established, it means the guys will be more happy, the human race???

You wish that is the end results if Open it Upper there? I don't dare to think, so I blank out those stress.....Never imagine a Google becomes the librarian cards every coffee shop to every terminal, you know what really can happen, but you don't get sick, to every terminal, to the other existence? 

I dreamy, not capable that. Our public health are so bad.