In the Ancient Chinese "A face of affinity", meaning seeing one photo, or one live front looking of that one person its all you ever get.

You know Chinese words?

一面之緣

And you let go the situation, where...things its not yours, things might be yours, you stay self centered to live in your own happy worlds.

You are not happy. A lot of people especially girls, running down with the age, or the money or the security, you become irritated. The body changes too.

Being happy sometimes meaning give yourself space, time, and tolerance how to push yourself in life, not everyone's life.