Did I tell you what that SMCH does all day all night? Food Service Kitchen Team, Camera Team, and IT SMTV team.

And meditate long hours.  You are not doing anything what you supposed to be doing at all.

Meditation, meditation, meditation.....long hours retreat, you focus 24 hours a day, not 5 mins a day? Per month to eat meat?

Convinience methods? Not just TRY? You know why you ending up in Japan? There is a Bodhidarmha story, do you know what that is? Facing one wall alone. Long time?

You suppose to bring that Medical Board, Pharm Board back to Japan, China, and India.....that responsibility? Not eating eating eating, and enjoying an open space life house on dining outside on Sushi Restaurant? That is what you fantasy on it?