When you really given yourself out for the humanity heart, which you don't.....you don't see, you will fear starting.....nagging. You got load of the scariness inside you. You go watchinig violence movies, TV for fun...to whatever excit you the desire of? Falllen off the society....that is what you becoming.

You want to transform, you don't have enough merits to do just trying to get up.

When you become more confident yourself, a more finer look, a finer personality, the others wants to work with you, IQ wise, EQ wise, your popualrity might be really defining how you failure to giving others a tiny lift in life, you screaming, they owing you WHOLE Life.

One of those stupid on TV.

So today my losing weight plans are: Not the glutenous Rice Long Cluster rice...nothing but rice, an oily bread inside + eggs.

I have 2 those thin paper made of the bread

As usual I took the yogurt, but the arabic branding show up small tiny, so I got 2 +  a small strawberry milk. At home I drink, on the road, I eat everyone 2 yogurts. Its one week this routine how I get fat....

But I walk one extra Tree lane, not far, just one lane, where I breathing 2 Treet lanes on that traffic road, the distance not that extra, just the Tree breathing, and stretching inside the tree branches those are extra.

Today I gonna change my lunch time, and dinner time, so by tomorrow I will see if that weight coming down. One weekend, I want things to stop....