You have certain appearance, when someone in front of you, you cannot handle that talk, handle the public, handle that showing "Yourself". Love the way you are.

You try your Iphone? Camera how you talk?

You get nervous, you get blank out, you ran out of the words, you staring at that person you don't know what to say after that person. Older people or younger people. You seeing whom you decide how to open your mouth up and talk?

You usually have to see people to practice your articulation? 

Don't tell me, talk to me about these Russia scientist after 20 years because you cannot publishing your manuscript to when the Supreme Court ruling can, you saying you forgotton your UB college textbook, those talks. I am not you.