You are always alone....you never participating in the human gathering talk, like heart to heart talking to another close human, or just talking like carrying a conversation on the 7-11...like having an interaction.

To the day you seeing the Judge. Before that are the Police Detain....You never realize you are so super frighten seeing the uniform and by per order human in front of you. Your internal beings are made so lonely material, internal, when you seeing outside from your eyes to all this uniform police, their face, their talk, their height, frigthen everything around you, the metal bar, the busy atomsphere, and that Fluoscent light.

That is how one day inside that mental bar jail, or black coal painting jail, you seeing all these white light, Florescent light killing you be per soul piece. That is the Man Made Invention, and you don't even know how your metabolism running down, still those so brighten light to your soul, you are so uneasy, for whatever reason, every darkness inside you sprung out frighten, and fear.

No one sees you internal, how you seeing outside. You imagine....no one knows. Shi.....