Human doesn't make it to the God's eye....meaning not one human being the competition or that will be mostly among to the guys to each other, how they wish to kill each other, in the end, in both the business world, or behind. Any arena.

The guys are not perfect.

They just never meet certain kinds of other guys, to do a very very very clean jobs, you pay dearly front and back, and this one life. In the measurement you cannot believe, how it can ever be done. You are the weaken white beard race, you could just victimize yourself to tell the Police, that tears inside your eyes were your hate to A, to B, to C.

They listen to you. They find out if your straight gut feeling meant all the world to those saying - Judgemental, and true.

You go and hit that person's face, or kill an animal

You will start to shaking, and the car, the drive...you start to be conscious you have a religion belief. How stupid could that be. You find out when you start to shaking? 

You wish your art cutting blade, or kitchen knife, you rinse in the water, you are shaking every degree of your skin, bones, face, muscle...you cannot breath.

You need to lay down. What your internal force you to do, you realize, your true reality, you cannot handle any part of that doing. But you act out. See if you want to do that again. Or you hit so hard, your hand bones break, you have no more hands.