When SMCH was.....long long long ago, that time when she was young, her personality its what I will tell you the experience I had, she wants to keep proven it herself.

Because that was an assembly. Most are the male order groups, and she is one of the leadership, you have that kinds of set up, the girl if were....you know the last tail of the groups, she wants to be acknowledge.

A lot of girls want to be acknowledge their hard works, or their hard day, or their pain, or their heart aches....

A girls' power, manifesting a reality. 

Having a friend. That time, she didn't have one friend. Not really. She was a girl.