There are a lot of things on that Youtube, are all fake, okay? ALL of all that people seeing it.....you didn't think the practical life aspect to take what it is in front of you to make it resourceful.

You vent

You lament

You complain

You bad negative views about it.

You didn't sleep well to think alone, contemplate alone, what is the next step. You never need to be in my position, but what if one day you have to? You ever think starting the Lords of Rings position yesterday I talked about it? 

You are not ready to do anything in your life, alone, or your family, or you communincate every single thing to your relative, your family, or your friends, as garbage that phone, NOT one message a day, you sent 100 message if that Eben Pagan sunk it to the buttom of the hell.

You have something hidden, you want people answer you. You kidnap other mentality, you accuse your own what right?

You go to hell and see exactly what will be the reality in your any right, at all.