When the guys growing up, and ...becoming tall, and in strengh, they will never understand the cramp part, they go on their carefree, and sometimes happy life, and some turns to more responsiblility life. Meaning...whatever the future they do that jobs on.

Girls are different.

In the 20 years passing, if I were be in that Dean's groups, I will tell you, as if I do 20 years works, they are not a thing to them, as long as its not in their protocol. To make you an Pinterest photo stream.

Now...to that 20 years works I did....there were time, just my alone time deal with pain, deal with that physical body tolerance, you build up, you walk on UB 4 blocks, you keep carrying that daily works I do....with meditation or without meditation now that 7 years pass.

In the REAL girls life, they have parents, a phone, family house plan. A group of them as like a friend, to get really low wage jobs day to day without a hope in the future.

The guys setting their eyes long ago, they make sure they deliver their life plans as they planning out. 

I was only focus on the cramp, I didn't focus on the future. 

But if 20 years later, I seeing me working 24 hours 7 days a week, 365 days bound to that one PC, it was 10 years ago, I done what I have to done, and it was every chance I got and I done it.

Everyone done the liver flushing jobs, in the guy's world.

Everyone done the liver flushing jobs, in the girls world.

They all having a different diary and thought in life. I didn't have time to record all that and telling you about. UB facebook I might post it? I forget it ALL, ALL.; If they copy and paste and make a compliation, that is as much as you ever got.