I have a lot of things I create it, but I am not like Chris, having a courage to go ahead....a lot of time, I feeling my head are airy, drowsy....I am lazy at putting things out, why? I often introspect that. Every guys have a revenue, how come I end up at zero side?

I do think those things. I do not have that feeling going out....

Are you feeling dead, if Chris not around, you going back to that M & T before groups. Adria gone to Arizona, I have no idea where you Karen went last time. Something on the facebook. There are a lot of girls, you doing something.

How much you make? 45,000?