I always just say, you shouldn't be doing any wrong things you shouldn't do....not I care about anyone in that whatever you say Obama, or the rest of them.

I will tell you the real reality, many people's head are really really really really broken.

But no matter what it seems wrong, they have a way LONG time ago, might be before I was born, people design a system to assist a lot of this back draws situation.

Most IQ higher people will never produce children, their money, they solitude, they are more inwards, more focus on the spirituality, none of them will become the parents. The statistics department, that is everyone knows that facts. 

I don't know about how much you hate your parents, and all that.

But educating them to make them great....in my power, that is a small things to do.  I may not always have the means or show-off attitude, what progress she can be. Sometimes, you only wish them happy, and when the time comes, they can retire, so I keep updating her situation. 

Its not I don't have a pressure. I seeing things to tell her some hope, I did. Not I personally really felt being supported or hopeful. 

Listen

One day you have to grow up. That growing up means, if this one life you die, and you have to wake up from another body. That one world you will travel 1000 worlds, are your only you can make it, not your parents making it for you. Certainly Anna I would never be there anymore. 

You know how many people telling me...

uh ~ how do you say this words, I heard, or I know, I pretend I never hear about it. Someone wants to be Simon and Lauren's kids.

or Me and Eben putting it together, because he shows off his house, and I show off a better set. One of those. You don't tell me in front of my faces, its faintly in the air through the block of the ether, or thick air.

If Eben shows up, I will tell him about it. That ET scripts, I think that is not what it says, no matter the police only care the criminal mind situation or any ilegal act.

I say...no.

When you having a parenting, that has a stable outlook, just pretend standing there 5 mins. We talk about how we cargo Costco, let's say just me and Eben film it a costco card, at the front door. 

You breath, you hear, you imagine....its a house you step in, to where your shoe off, on the fur carpet saying, someone provide you a living palace. And you know what the ironically that is? When Payton were small, that was before she grew as tall as Connie, close to Mimmo's height. Very very tall, she was tuckle in her mother's arm, when me and nick were there.

One day, she has no more....those days.