7/25/2022

When ET what? Give you a set of stories. Is that the past, present, future....what about the future?!

You care about this current life the money future, not the next life or next 16 lifes or forever future....right?



ET lays out several indicators of your current desires, unfinished business, and why those business meant to you. I gonna give you an example: I care about that Silas and Dean so much, the moment I see them, its how much argumentative, the first time I meet them if in UB classroom with Dr. T, it would be their last time AOL those era, goodbye. They are those guys. Disappear.

But those dorm or phone, or lines, or argumentative its those age like Trump's daughters and her same age husband wants that. Not Intern.

Most System will not favor that. You can die on the glass broken on your head, like Seth beat up someone and knock down or ran out the door, one of those. You can have ambulance 1000 dollars on the credits cards for a physical fights wound or someone has a heart attack.

To the system people, that is what you NEED, and FUN and Highest joy to happinest dealt that, so the same age relationship will seems to be their System layout more favors. Money or homeless or future vision its not their consideration. You pray when you get to 50 years old. 

Same age, you need the faces, you need to fit in, you need the photo to look right, to your family Christmas, Easter, Thanksgiving....most those people whom assign those tasks, those girls if you truly really asking them. They are not happy. Not really....

The immigration office probably will be the first looking upon your 9 side generation on your fittinig in issues. A lot of girls doing that for the only reason of what? 

To be my example like as long as I ever lived, we are not married? I don't think so. The girls a lot of them want something, that something may be they cannot even manage a 4 stove meal.

To reach one of those wealthy Guys, most time they are already married, kids all around bound, or they are gays, or they are survillance people. A lot of these family pride humane really did become those loyal to the Country, because their money.

You would be surprise. They become Bob Dean those die for the country, and give their things to the country, so their real name its Pixies. If they are Pixies, you cannot touch them.

You can say, if you flood the entire world photo stream to your fitness center plans or the money plan by your age of 29. And then those time, some guys around your age might be seeing you around....they might come close. But like I say, a lot of girls are not very considerate people, and if I am a guy

If I am a guy, making money

If I am a guy growing my own food, meaning A to Z, however I grown them.

If I am a guy, proof reading

If I am a guy, binding, shipping, description written

If I am a guy ....cleaning, kitchen made, communication to outsider....

I gonna tell you, a lot of girls cannot stop going outside to vent a day of the meal if they don't open their mouth. 

They need to sit in the coffee shop outdoor, like those Brat Pitt running in Ocean 12 be seen in the French public roads chase by the police. Because most of girls when they got married, for that loyalty seems to fit, they don't social like their college, having girls around, talking never like a guy. A guy has a different ways of doing a lot of things, and it bugs every girl to that smallest tinyest things, to every month period pain, to having children, to cleaning the house occasionally but the guys never help in....

She break the string, these girls you meant having meals outside its very important.

But do you know how much expense those are? Gas, and restaurant two people how many dishes, 2 total? +1 dim sum?

You wish to be with one of those family gathering, you see 10 menu course I am telling you. Casserole, bread, salad, drinks, dessert pies, you go to restaurant its 2 entry +1 dim sum?


Today I went to the hospital, my mother telling me about grandmom when she old, you know how many things she has to put her? 

Eye surgery, white cover eyes inside fog.

Knee, injection like every 10 months.

Her heart pace maker. 

My mother its my sibling, my brother and my sister's treasure. 


When I was in College, it would be my first time thinking about the money. I was in high school, I wasn't yet thought about the money yet. Not yet. I don't know why. I didn't think of it. 

But when I arrive to the America, in college, so busy to get done PCAT, mail the different application to different school, so many things but no future, my life does feel down. I have the clues on the invention, I only care about the responsibility, not necessarily I thought about the money. 

The responsibility its like a Heaven and Hell.

But let's a stable money, that is only if I can break through it. 


The way how your government runs things, nick keeps his physical but he has a gout issues. Among his entire family, he is the only one took cared of his mother, like my mother. He has 3 other sibling, and none of them cared about their mother. 

Nick's mother only knows how to cook, nicks always eat those food, he really really needs that.

But the rest of them, no.

When I tell you, if you go home, your character might build better. Sometimes it is, you really really really need your parents. You cannot be hermit, like really...leaving a past, go to a new world, and making a brand new worlds with your mouth opens. 

You cannot adapt the water, you cannot find the osmosis, you cannot find the kitchen towle, you cannot travel without getting sick.

And if you ever get sick and down, you cry.

Do you know in this world, the entire population on One Earth, there are tear glands on ET, but not on Human? There is something wrong with you sentimental parts, so you be with the parents. 











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