Let's say I gonna tell these Black Ops girls, or...some girls military, you are to nervous. You blank out your mind to those guys in front of you.

Let's say how do you know what to say, how to acquire a higher ends of salary, a higher ends of the jobs meets end? You know what I mean.

I always think if that one guy being happy together, God just meant one person you change his life, you do one extra laundry and you leave. You wipe the entire house, cleaning up the entire kitchen, going out to the grocery buying some foods lasting til the weekend, sort his clothing, put neatly in the closet, re-wash the bed sheet...

Let's say you willing to do that? Under what circumstance? Friends, acquiantant, not even friend? Enemy? 

You argue in what love language to...seeing he argues with another....what? Guards? Friends, Gays, Commanders?

There is nothing to do with you, a stranger?

There is a kid, there is a key, there is a package?

 

 

 Do you know what you look like to others? When you are hungry to run errand? 

Guys care about the look, the language, the style, the clothing, the shapes, the fitness. Saying after 40, you know, you really know what every other girls at 40 years old, their physical runs at the hospital at like what? Do you go to hospital just sit there watching?

A lot of our age people guys or girls will die, or aging old. Meaning running down too heavy by the life circumstance if you don't help them now. 

You may not have the money right now, you love fitness, you love shape keep fit...so you bright them you are healthy, your legs muscles go on doing things, you have to be on go go go mode, so when they look at your entire being.

When they look at your entire beings, just in that space in front of them.

Do you really know what you look like to them? 

You are inept, to anything you cannot see, hear, react, shout, say "Stop!" ?  That's try this way, get a sheet, sit down, here its how you lay out the perfection path. What is that you love to do in life, eating?

What is you like the fitness like breathing, yoga?

So my mother and her 4 girls ugly looking short wages, but once a week time, they go to see this young tall Hobbit guy teaching Yoga studio, you happy those aerabic gathering time?

Or you care more of the guys dinner time?

You have to be clear, and face that what makes you really happy. You know about yourself, not what others say, right or wrong. Do you know what you really can stand 5 mins, if you don't close your ears off? 

Cooking? You mean you want to find a rich guys deliver all things, so you find your parents crowning moments!