A lot of people need their quiet time to brain storm. You don't have to wait til the last minute, right now your parents are still around you, your friends are around you.

You draw

You paint

You day dream

You sit there waiting.....imagining....all the greater good.

You have to have a motivation in life, knowing what you are going after, and you willing to put that action in it. No matter what it takes. I don't have a parents they could direct my life, or set up some life plans, not really...but if you are keep going this rate, you just meant everyone has to look after you? Not to get side tracks what you trash your own life, one day, that life its a horrendous sense in drugs and needies?