You want to make every story out of some stories, I will just tell you, there is no story, just only Money talks.

Let's say in the War time, you are separate yourself from your parents, from your sibling, from your world, you end up somewhere you are inside a warehouse. 

You try to make yourself useful by observing what's around you, or you finding your ways out, to a better housing plan? Cooking yourself a food meals with the guys, whichever that guy would be ? How to care for that one guy, his family, or his baggages?

You get every chance to go outside to dining places be seen with everyone around?

I cannot just prepare Eben a full loads table meals, we stay together inside the hotel? Or like I married to him, so we stay in the house 7 days a weeks? We buy grocery, we cook, we talk, we eat at home.

There is a particular things, you must to go out, be seen, or travel be seen, or something you need to go out and feel the airs, or the friends social.

Do you mean you don't like the guys inside the house with you? 

Or do you mean...do you kiss the guys, holding the guy hands walking around your neighborhood blocks, snuggle, talking, just two of you?

You miss your gf, you miss your mother, you miss your sibling, you proven you have more family together than the guys' family? 

I getting that, I used to say that, do I?

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Can I understand if a guy, that one extra human sentient beings its a every obstacle in your life, why do you marry to him?

You envy if in 365 days, he sees his family 100 times, you see 12 time on the Ipad? Face time?

But isn't you married to him, his life, he pays the bills, he....ensure all things in your life and his life are within the budgets where he happiness its more important?