When I was with nick, those were the years of like 23-30 years old. There is a reason I keep learning all those home business model. One of them is Eben Pagan.

I learn Sitesell, I learn Joomla, I learn Frontpage, I learn Photoshop. I don't really know the CSS, I think its just a sheet adding on it, if someone shows me one hour, I can do all that.

Eben used to say, those designing things and staffs you hire, just too...burdensome. So I did listen to him.

When I was in the MLS program, I did take all kinds of the jobs, that related to that Librarian Fields? They are on-campus. I took the Intern, and I took the Book Shelving department, and I talked to the librairan, the Stock Department librairan. Its a guy, tall guys to carry-in all the books.

Its very hard works.

To stay home, there are a lot of these stay home mom, they have to make some money, so they learn Internet, they learn presentation, they learn some skills. And so was I. I have to cook home, remedy home, and period washing, because I am being with a guy, a kiss / hugs / sex?

You don't do those things, you at least holding hands, walking everyday? Like a couple things.

There is a Time Strain things when you that age. I was not thinking at all, that age its getting to 30 years old. Nick attitude are so deteriorating....I feel there is no future hope. You imagine I watch or I cared about what Eben does? 

I don't know whom he is. I know he does the consumer psychology, the first thing I did, was staying far far far away. 

One day he put his entire niche online. Nick has bought his entire DVD case, its a white box. I used it for those daily 7 things I have to do in the morning. No PC, just a desk and a note.

One day Eben has a lot of this small clips of his video starting showing up, I did use it, and be farmiliar with what he says, just too many things I have to do. I run an Organic Chemistry site, you didn't know how many graphic I did in there. 

Those are super time consuming ....

When I get to Simon 30-31, starting this maniac running life, up to this 2022. You know you have establish some life momentum, with a plan. You decide...or like I decide. I give myself 2 years to finish that Flower Thousand Bones, the finding jobs its after that. oh ~ between going to hell, or going on the street to beg for food in Taiwan, I can do the latter.

So when 2020 came, things got turn, so I don't need to spend extra money, I don't go out anymore, I rest-in, and start to finding the jobs like my mother says. She will say something so just go and do it. 

oh ~I still have no place in my head where I am, I am telling you. But I am not a lazy person when I get up in the morning, I don't fold my bed, I am late at the morning like Noon getting up? I open my curtain, I go to the bathroom to do my daily routines? 

In order to run that Flower Thousand Bone recipt of that Comet Landing, I actually lives in that 7-11 Printing machine. Just every penny I save, I put in those works, just unlimited recipe, you stock them in 3 lines, 5 lines align up, to print out every systematic Muji Folder documentations.

I don't know if 7-11 keep a copy, I throw that out.

Its a Comet.

Do you know when TV gives you some responsibility, you die on it, you do it? Regardless you short in money, stretching the money, how the money comes and go, and get done with it? 

TV gives me a Title, that means a Hell, or get up and do the works? 

If you are not systematic in life

You will have troubles in your daily life, in your daily social life association, in your friend networking, right now that is not the confident you built up your Business Networking none stop since the Undergraduate Life, or the Graduate School life? 

Money its you save a penny, that is one dollar save. Its might be solar panel, it might be electric day time or night time, you reading their meter monthly payments, I am not the physics department?