Re-write

What is that I want others to see me (victimized, agressors towards, neutral leadership, replacement potential, sexual expressive as psycho )

What is that you want others to capitalize you jealousy, weakness, to novel a kiss through the betray of a friendship, someone chosen you, the benefits of a lunch box and a fist of blue sapphires.

You are not sure how the true telepathy works? On the sky, at the bugs, reminds you that every thought, 🦅🦅🦅🍱

Every inner desire or imagination it’s not a private thing, you imagine American protect the rights as the birds and the sky, you could control what a public airing shows?

If you are betray by the Truth, how true how true life you meant it to live on, anyway, I never insist you living on. Not really. Taipei 101 it’s right there. To every stream of things saying to you, including a Mahavatar sitting there, every kidnapping your parents words, you only guarantee by saying it loud to them. “Life without them to stand the hell fires, you could do it without them.”

You want to practice, pack your bag, open your door, see how many things you forgotten ? Try next day?

Toungue bites on determination as if one extra words you explain yourself or you imagine I don’t know how to make a sexual game becomes truly rewarding experience, you will flat, bow, kneel, In the end of every life, how weary eyes to that spending, you wonder why Earth even stands at the wrong side, don’t you agree? 

You want to initial a conversation to the guy

You want an excuse to talk to the guy

You wish you wish there is an attention exchange

Someone never pays attention to you the last 20 years, were the forgotten history. He probably really forgotten Hopeless degree, life parts every door except your door.

You really want to explain yourself. Why that beginning was a lie….easy going ? I will tell you, that’s a lie, that’s why it becomes like this. It’s solely a choosing easy going and a lie, and that between the easygoing, you chosen the life convinence. 

That’s why the TV ends like this, most cruel some way until you hear it. You settle for less, you know it’s true. You lied to yourself.  That was not a backup plan. That was a door forever not open then. 

The guys have many backup plans. 

You chosen a married life, that’s forever lost that guy. Why did you do it? Miss easy going ?

If you were just knowing your principle of life, waiting ….your whole life never settle for less, you will have anything you cannot handle without the friends today.

Want to re-plot the formula like a whore saying? You settle for less, because you really in the end of day truly you wis \h to hurt both, staying third on best friends, easy going ? 

There are photography of 10 inside your room. One photograph. 

10, girls.

You want re-package your lunch box?